Where to start...

This week I have been breaking in my new pocket size travelers notebook. I attempted to use it as a wallet and a planner. The wallet part is working out great, the planner, not so much. Everything is so tiny. I just can't handle it. I love the way I dolled it up and made it my own but all I ever seem to do is flip through it. I never actually use it for its intended purpose.

Maybe switching to a large size is the answer. I feel like I might get more out of it if I could read my own handwriting. I write very large and in a pocket size, I try to write smaller and as a result, everything is illegible.

As always I am putting entirely too much pressure on myself but I can't help it. When it come to my creativity I have always been sort of a perfectionist, I guess. Not really the word for it but it's the best I can do. I just keep adding and taking away things and changing it up to the point of never using it or ever being truly happy with it.

This time I don't want to take a break from it. I want to find a system that works for me. That makes me feel joy. I just don't know where to start.